Posted at 05:11 0 comments (+) It's 5AM. And it's 27 December 2011 today.
2011 is coming to an end.
I've had enough of pain.

How does it feel like to completely move on? I don't know.. Because how do you meausure things like that? I thought of you on Christmas. To be honest, I think of you every day. Sometimes, it will be a few seconds and sometimes.. for hours.

I know I'm at the final stage of letting go. Because I've stopped picturing us that often. I've reduced the amount of time spent thinking of what you're doing and whether you're okay.
And I think I've accepted the fact that you've completely moved on, and you probably don't even think of me.

The Korea trip.. Made me really happy. Because I was able to divert the attention to someone else. But now that I'm back, things are different.

Most of my friends are already working/ going to start school soon. Me..? Still lazing around and aimless. I just hope I find a job really soon..

I'm tired of crying at night. When everywhere is quiet.. And peaceful. What an irony huh.
Time. Time heals everything.

x

Goodnight.