Monday 30 January 2012
2012 Countdown
Posted at 01:47
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My blisters are hurting like crazy and I still have work later. Secret Garden isn't loading and so... I'm here to blog.
2012 COUNTDOWN!
So.. This was my 4th year counting down with my bbgs! It kinda started when i was still together with A four years ago but out of the 4 times, Yun only joined us ONCE. :'(
Met the girls and their partners at Orchard and then headed to Clarke Quay to meet Yikai and Jessie!
With feliz <3
MEH IN MY FAVORITE DRESS 'CUZ IT'S POLKADOTS :D
MY BBGs! (W/o Yun *Inserts sad faces)
Intended to attend some party at Clarke Quay but it was far too noisy and we went to the area outside Marina Square to see fireworks!
With Jessie!
HAPPY 2012!
GROUP SHOT 1
And how we look like at 2am in the morning lolol
Aaron, Joseph and Yikai
Yup! I went for Countdown with 3 couples lolol #foreveralone
It was actually alright because I had my camera with me. Like.. the camera was my partner, yknow? (Not my phone bcuz it had no signal most of the time)
It was nice to see Yikai again, hahaha my long lost friend. And his girlfriend is Fel's close friend in Ngee Ann. Hahaha it's like everyone is related to everyone else!
Had a hard time getting home because there were no cabs and we had to wait 40mins for the night rider bus to Hougang. Finally got home at 4am-ish! :(
/Abrupt end
My drama is still not loading and it's gonna be 2am oh no...
BACK 2 REALITY AKA WORK.
Saturday 28 January 2012
Posted at 00:40
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"We're over. We're finished. But only memories of good times and love pop up. The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get. So it's like you're breaking up with him for 365 days.
But the thing that hurts the most, is that he's not even thinking about me. The person has already forgotten about me, and is now happy.
You really wish you were dead, but you don't have the courage. All because.. you're afraid that you won't get to see him again. "
Secret Garden episode 6
You're happy. You're free. And nothing else matters even if i've to sacrifice my happiness.
The only thing I can do right now: "Forget the person who forgot you" Easier said than done.
Wednesday 25 January 2012
A night to remember
Posted at 02:04
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Told you this before, "Never depend your happiness on someone. That person will be really, really tired."
Ironically, i'm doing this to you.
x "There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing i can say to make her feel all right. So one step at a time I'll encourage her to move on and she will eventually feel her heartache gone."
And that girl will be stronger.
Monday 23 January 2012
Posted at 18:53
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Short update!
Location: Yong peng, Johor bahru
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
It's chu yi today and I'm really sick ☹
Down with flu, fever, sorethroat, headache & a huge ulcer.
I think it's becuz I really don't have enough sleep.
On fri night, went to macs for a small primary school gathering after work.
Kept laughing throughout the night thanks to Jerry Lim LOLOL. 4ever joker.
Called him, "Eh where are you?"
"In your heart"
Couldn't get it at first but after a few seconds, I started bursting out laughing.
The "beer girl" joke, lousy pickup lines & his dating experiences = LOL.
Decided to ton at weiseng's place with Yun & I WAS SO SLEEPYYYYYY.
Went home in the morn, had 5 hours of sleep and it was spring cleaning all the way.
On sat night, had 5 hours of sleep again.
& on Chinese new year eve!
Reunion dinner at my aunt's >> midnight movie >> packed for Msia trip >> Coma for 3 hours >> travelled from SG to Msia
So yeah, lack of sleep + water = sickkkkkkkk.
Can't wait to get back to SG tmr to be honest. I feel like shit & look like shit.
Okay bai! X
Monday 16 January 2012
Posted at 22:31
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#nowplaying Someone like you
The pain you're feeling is directly proportional to the importance of the person behind it.
Friday 13 January 2012
Posted at 21:59
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"My dentist once told me that letting go is like pulling a tooth. When it was pulled out, you’re relieved, but how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was not hurting you doesn’t mean you did not notice it. It leaves a gap and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take a while, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you so much pain. Therefore, move on and let go."
Let go.
Monday 9 January 2012
Strangers with memories
Posted at 21:16
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Have not been blogging much because.... I've no idea.
Maybe because i started working (hahaha but today is only my 2nd day!) or maybe i was just too lazy. So yeah, some updates!
My left ear is STILL hurting as i'm typing. Been almost 2 weeks sigh :( Finally went to the Doc on Sunday.. The doc said my ear got infected which means.. no more swimming for me till my ear is fully healed. Forgot to ask him why my ear hurts a lot more at night :/ The pain from my ear + headache + overthinking = insomnia. I'm either going to die of fatigue or die of pain. Serious.
JB trip with Wong was really fun!! Omg we should really go there more often! Bought 4 tops, 3 dresses and spammed Twister fries + Auntie Anne's pretzels + Starbucks cuz things were cheaper. Hahaha.
Currently working at Mediacorp!
Working with Mel Chong the noob!
Saw like.. 5 celebs on the first day of work. Here's 2 of them, haha.
Used to find admin work enjoyable bcuz you don't have to perspire & you get to sit. Not that working at mediacorp is boring but it's really not the kind of job that i like. Having said that, my workplace is really cool! My office is just right beside the radio stations and i get to see DJs at work every day! I really love the way they speak & the way they carry themselves.. I mean, i don't need to speak like them. I just need to have more confidence in myself.. which brings me to my next point.
- CAPITALMALL ACCEPTED ME! YAY!
The story: Went for capitalmall's interview, had to study for it (somewhat like a promoter job) and i was told to do a short introduction + role play. Thought it went well & was really hoping to get the job ($10/h!!!) A few days later, no one contacted me. Was obviously disappointed & decided to work at Mediacorp. Went for MC's interview. Got in. And 2 days later, i checked my emails & found that it was flooded with emails from capitalmall saying that i got accepted & they needed my contact number, LOL. Had to choose between CM ($8.50/h instead of $10 now!) & MC ($6.50/h) again. F I N A L L Y decided on Capitalmall and collected the uniform. Gonna start work on Monday! It'll really be a good chance for me to learn how to present myself better.. But PLEASE PLEASE visit me guys I'll be working alone :(
Will be at Funan IT mall (11.30-5) and Clarke quay (6.30-8.30) on Monday! Free membership + goodiebag so come look for me!
- Celebrated Meiqi's birthday yesterday and I really feel so fortunate to have them for the past.. 11 years. :') More about it when pictures are up!
Awfully tired even though it's only 9.43pm... NO INSOMNIA TONIGHT PLEASE, I NEED TO HAVE A PROPER REST :(
x
Was really surprised to receive that from you last night. It came just in time when i was about to give up on us. You. You're really pretty special, huh. :)
Thursday 5 January 2012
Posted at 03:00
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Be... happy.
Wednesday 4 January 2012
Posted at 04:53
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It's 4.15am.. I can't sleep. Been having insomnia since.. before 'A' levels.
And it doesn't help that my left ear is still hurting since last thursday.. It's really driving me crazy because i can't hear properly and it's painful. Sigh.
The reason why i suffer from insomnia is prolly the fact that i think too much. Like for example, what if i wasn't a vegetarian? what if i chose yuying secondary instead? what if i stop thinking so much and shut things out completely.. what if things were the same and what if.. we could change everything.
What if we didn't fall in love..Things wouldn't turn out this way.
You're one of the few who understands me. You understand me so well that you know things will not work out between us. I've already accepted it. But look at how things are now. We're.. not even talking much. Even though i've said "I'm just glad that i didn't lose you as a friend" back then, i know that i did.We used to talk about everything. I miss talking to you. Just sitting down, telling you about my day and laughing at random stuff. Been months since we last did that. You've lots of close friends, friends who went through a lot more with you and friends who probably understand better. Why would i.. even matter to you.
I've lost you.
x
My new year's resolution is to build walls around my heart so that i won't get hurt anymore.
Monday 2 January 2012
Posted at 03:21
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Happy new year, guys!
x
And to you too. Been 3 years.. you're still pretty much the same, i guess. :)
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